I do not know the meaning of life yet. I read a book called "blessings from the other side". It says we come to this world to learn something. if we can not complete our learning, we will be sent to this world again after death.
Please stay strong!
We support you here. Find someone to talk it through. Walk along seaside, seeing the beauty of nature. You have a job, you have a lovely daughter, you have life. Go eat a big meal, tell yourself you are strong and full of energy.
Thank God for another beautiful day ahead.
Bless you